Friday, July 19, 2019
 

Differences...

Dalam perut, Aina suka lepaks belah kanan. Abang2 and kakak, semua lepaks belah kiri.

Abang2 and kakak semua active. Aina active tapi lebih lembut. Pergerakan banyak, tapi tak sampai menyakitkan.

Ibu gatal seluruh badan. Ibu fatigue.

Bulan ke 8 mengandung, menghala ke bulan ke 9, baby tak berapa naik berat badan. Ibu yang naik berat, banyaaakkkk pulak tuh.

For all kids, ibu masa ngandung TAK TAHAN BAU ikan aya. Sori ayah.

For abang2 and kakak, sakit nak bersalin tak melebihi 24 hours. Untuk adik Aina, few days gaks la. Start awal pagi ke tghari, sakit berombak...then ilang. Kalau calculate, dekat nak masuk seminggu gaks la dia buat cam tuh.

But to say ada perbezaan ketara semasa mengandungkan Adik Aina vs the rest, cam takde. Cannot pin point the thing that shows the difference tuh.

But regardless, all of us will love Adik Aina til our very end.

The end. (cara penceritaan Abang Asyraf).

 


Thursday, July 18, 2019
 


Adik Aina dah pandai senyum. Siap gelak to nenek.  Rapat ngan nenek since nenek yg selalu kasi susu and tidokan dia.

Also, pandai sua tangan nak touch stuffs. Loves to play Tepuk Amai-amai. Courtesy of Kakak Aisyah yang selalu nak nyanyi ngan adik dia.

Alhamdulillah.

Every small milestones are good. To others, they will think these are only small accomplishments...not worth any mentions. But to many parents with kids that are different, it is HUGE.

May Allah bless our family. May Asyraf, Adam, Aisyah and Aina grows up to be mature, independent human beings, tidak tinggalkan solat and selalu di dalam Rahmat Allah.

Amiiinnn.



 


Wednesday, July 17, 2019
 


Ibu tengah pujuk Aisyah tidur, dia tuk larik keluar bilik...last2 ibu nyanyi lagu yang ibu slalu nyanyi bila diorg nak tido (Ikut style P Ramlee, Tidurlah Permaisuri)

Ibu : Tidur laaa wahai anak ibuuuu..Tidurlaaa....Pejam mataaaa....aaaaa...Tidur nyawaaaa....
Aisyah : Ibu, ape tuh nyawa?
Ibu : Nyawa tuh macam ruh, kalau takde, orang mati.
Aisyah : Oooo...
Ibu : Dah, tido...tido...Tidooo la wahai
Aisyah : (laju-laju nyelit) Anak tambeng!!
Ibu : Eh!
Aisyah : hehehehe..Anak tambeng...meeekkkkk
Ibu : Meeekkk la sangat....

Anak sulung and anak kedua, lena bila ibu nyanyi lagu nih. Anak ketiga, dia leh selit jadik anak kambeng...

Meeekkkk la kitaaaa...


 


Monday, July 08, 2019
 

Raya dah abes...

Kalau tidak, ada aje suara Aisyah nyanyi lagu Esok hari raya, Esok hari raya! or Abang Adam nyanyi lagu raya koleksinya....or Abang Asyraf tuk tanya, Raya abes tak lagi, Bu?

Lepas raya, pegi ke Melaka as recommended by Kak Ramlah. Urut Ibu, Ayah and Aina. Alhamdulillah, I can walk again now. Rezeki dari Allah. Duk kat Pangsapuri Atlantis. Best giler kata the boys.

Sebab dah lama berurut, sampai Apartment pun dah petang. The boys gie mandi Pool ngan Aisyah and Ayah. Malam, lepaks kat bilik. Esok pagi, buka mata aje, Aisyah dah start berzikir...nak gie pool, nak gie pool. Pakai baju mandi, turun...sampai tepi pool, dia tanak masuk air. Ejuk! Abang2 aje la mandi sampai kecut.

Aisyah and Ibu duk tepi kolam tangkap gambar and nyanyi lagu Didi and Frens aje.

Sampai today, Abang Asyraf asik tanya pasal apa kita tak beli rumah kat Pangsapuri Atlantis? Aduhai...Asyraf ajela belikan...Ibu lepaks pool aje. Kikiki.


  
Lepaks apartment, tgk Youtube aje sbb siaran lain takde.

  
Adam tanak tido, asik tgk view dari katil dia.

Orang yg nak mandi kolam beria-ia sangat, duk tepi aje.

   
Bessssttt...

 Biru mulut abang-abang.
  
Tanak tangkap gambar, malu..dia aje yg kering


Then, on the way balek...gie lunch kat tepi pangkalan. Ada orang jual ikan pelaga...ayah nak beli. Since perjalanan jauh lagi, so no go lah. Ibu pun balek opis and tanya tuan breeder, nak 2 yang sama kaler. So dapat la kat Abang-abang. Then, adik Aisyah pulak nak. Kesian asik gaduh sbb dia pun nak kasi makan kat ikan gaks...so, Ibu pun minta another 1.

So, ada 3 ekoq ikan laga. Ijau, Abang Asyraf. Biru, Abang Adam. Pink...kakak Aisyah. Hehehe.

First nite duk umah, dia gie tuang air ais kat ikan. Abes sepah air, nenek ngan abang setelkan. Semalam, dia gie kacau ikan tuh ngan straw yg cucuk elok kat lubang tpt kasi makan. Good luck la ikan Kakak Aisyah. We will try our best to cover your back!! Gambate!!

Ikan laga jenis Fancy White. Corak batik kat tepi badan.


 


Thursday, June 27, 2019
 


Alhamdulillah. Echocardiogram Adik Aina shows all is ok. Cam nak menari masa tuh, tapi cam over la sangat kan. Berkali2 daku tanya, just to confirmkan.

Alhamdulillah sesangat.

Hypothyroid pulak, previous reading is 12 plus...doctor cakap nak reading around 5...tapi somehow after makan ubat for 2 months, reading now is 0.5. So, doctor suh half kan ubat for 1 month, see how the reading after that.

Alhamdulillah, nothing major.

Cuma....berat Lil' Aina tak naik. Now in red dah. Ibu pulak berat naik mencanak2. Kalau laaaa boleh transfer berat....


 


Friday, June 21, 2019
 


Skang jadual agak crazy.

Around 1 am to 3 am, usually ada budak nak susu, so kasi dulu yang natural. Kul 4/4:20 am bangun and kasi susu formula with Appeton.
Usually Kakak Aisyah bangun sekali. Tengok tv or makan nasik. Nasik kicap at 4 am. So la...hmmm... kemas umah serba skets.
Pukul 6 am lebih skets, start kejarin the boys untuk siap2 gie school. 7:20 am last preparation, usually 7:30 am start keluar umah hantar gie school.

Petang, balek dari office, pusing beli whatever necessary. Selalu beli kat Speedmart aje. Then, ambil the boys. Amik the girls. Pass Aina to cot or nenek.
Kasi the kids makan. Pesanan sebanyak mungkin, eg: Jangan gaduh. Tengok tv rancangan Kakak, etc.
Kemaskan diri then kejar the kids basuh tangan, etc. Afterwards, amik and start Aina untuk physical therapy. Usually masa nih dah nak masuk Maghrib dah. The kids pun usually ikut therapy sambil Kakak will paksa Adik Aina untuk menyanyi lagu Tepuk Amai-Amai.

Lepas Azan Maghrib, all the older kids kena keluar bilik, kasi adik Aina minum susu. The boys will solat and then pegi Ngaji. In the meantime, Ibu akan cuba tidokan Adik Aina. Then, ibu baru makan dinner, solat, rehat jap and spend time ngan Kakak. Then kasi Aina ubat thyroid dia. Tunggu the boys balek Ngaji, pesan tengok tv sampai kul baper and then kalau ada adults, Ibu leh crash. Kalau takde sesapa yg leh tengokkan the kids, Ibu akan tunggu sampai Isyak, kejar the kids to solat, then paksa semua masuk tido. Huhuhu, ngantuknye by this time, usually nak nyanyi lagu ABC pun dah tak lepas.

Then, ada pulak orang cakap..."Berat badan mu dah naik. Jom gi gym. Tak pun, gie la jog". Well, mana nak slot weh. Full dah nih. Huhuhu.



Alhamdulillah....nasib baik ada ramai menolong. Now, I had learnt to accept help from any resources at all.

Nasib baik ada Ayah. Ayah pepagi tolong kejarin the boys sementara Ibu nak iron baju. Then, nanti hantar Adam gie school so ibu leh la slow2 hantar Asyraf aje. Usually malam Ayah la yang jaga the kids masa Ibu dah crashed. Makan la, basuh tangan la (Kakak berkali2 basuh tangan...huhuhu), main la, homework la.

Nenek pun banyak sangat menolong, sidai baju, lipat baju, masak nasik and sayur, kemas umah bagai, look after the kids sementara Ibu sibuk ngan Aina or vice versa.

Anum and Anim banyak kasi sokongan moral and comfort food. Anim, masa daku pegnent and dlm pantang, asyik datang and kasi memacam, bawak food for the kids/nenek.


Thank you All for all the help. I would not be able to cope without all of your help.


 


Thursday, June 13, 2019
 


Living each day as it is.

Taking each day, one step at a time.


"Come what may
I will love you until my dying day"   from Moulin Rouge.



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