Friday, June 29, 2007
 

Still verrryyy crazy with the ping pong song.

Anyway, the lyrics below are very interesting...most people can relate these lyrics to their life. Can you?


"If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give."

Sometimes people simply falls out of love. What to say, except Que Sera Sera? As for me, if people don't love me anymore...move on. I am not worth the contempt...and especially the pity in your eyes. Just tell me the truth when you start not loving me, and I'll be out the door before you can exhale.


"When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart"

I promised to be a fren, and for those that knows me....it is not just idle sayings. I hold friendships close to my heart, except when they are trying to hurt me and mine.
And for those that I consider best frens, I got 3 golf umbrellas at least....you can share with me, anytime, anywhere.


"You're gonna find someone new
I really hope you do
'Cause I love you
And the sun will come on thru,
It's gonna shine for you
'Cause I adore you"

If you fell out of love for me and need to find a new partner, go with my blessing. B'coz I love you and I value ur happyness higher than my own.


"Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu"

'Nuf said. (Teringat kak Mawar bila dengar lagu Indon)


"And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now "

What else can I add? No regrets, no what ifs.




For the weekend, I will be going to the.......opss.....sorry, cannot tell. Nanti ada orang check ngan my best fren plak.


But, just want to tell....I'll be having loads of fun..


Hev a nice weekend!!! I know mine will be. ;)



Update before balek keja :
My left eye dah merah sebelah. AAAAAA!!!!!!! Takkan sakit mata kot? How can my defense system becomes so low?? Abis laaaa....tak leh date la weekend nih, unless ngan orang yang tadak mata. Or orang yang baru lepas kena saket mata.
 


Monday, June 25, 2007
 

Shish.....now I'm really pissed off.


Hari nih malas nak tulis apa aku buat masa wiken. Aku tulis ajer, ada yang cross check and cross reference. Aku kena masuk kerja pun dia nak check ngan kawan baik aku. Very annoying lah. Nak tau sangat aku pegi mana, meh call terus aku. Amik terus schedule monthly aku. Ada tulis semua aku pegi mana and date ngan saper.

Perangai cam nih yang aku slalu cakap kat pompuan-pompuan simpanan aku, takdak pekdah nyer. Buat sakit hati ajer. Kalau aku nak curang, aku curang jugak. Tambah minah yang aku tak minat pun nak buat jadik girlfren aku. Dah aku cakap berkali-kali, U are NOT my type. Hampeh, kang aku tulis dalam Urdu plak, baru paham kot??!!

Nak tau type aku? Hah, gambar pink mermaid yang dulu jadik blog skin aku. Tapi, aku terpaksa keluarkan sebab banyak sangat jantan-jantan keparat yang tak puas hati bila aku paparkan gambar tuh. Sorry guys, aku hanya memikirkan pasal kecantikan secara aestetik....korang yang otak porno. Salah aku gaks ker?

Dang, ingat drama dia dah abis. Do I look cruel? Becoz I live in the real world. I am a REALIST. Dah umur 30 tahun lebih, act like a grownup lah. Nih buat perangai cam kanak-kanak. Temper, tantrum tak tentu hala. Drama queen pun kalah.

I really wish u the best of luck, my dear. Because based on your own doings, I really have no patience to entertain you anymore.


Am listening to : Ping-pong song and Umbrella. I love the ladies in the clip..........now, my dear, that is my type.

 


Saturday, June 23, 2007
 

At work in Bangi. Kena gaks masuk opis.

Anyway, got my Ping Pong song!! Plus the three Lord of the Rings too....hehehe. Am going to sit quietly at home this weekend and do the marathon...again!!

Just heard this song last night. Very sad. Most of the girls I know, sometime or another, had to make a choice.

Hey, if I have to leave Milo Ventiglia, I would need to croon this song; and even then, cry every nite to sleep. Hell! I would not even leave!! But, then....that is me lah. I had the knack to stick to something to the end. Books (Eragon series!!), movies (The Postman - 3 hari tgk video yang hanya 3 jam!!), tapi bila aku change.....

As for me, I love guys that knows much more than I do. National Geographic and Discovery channel kind of guys. Type of guys yang tau and can converse pasal universe (a must) and underwater (another must - loves sharks and architeuthis). Malas nak layan jenis yang blur and lembab. They must be fast for me. Tapi, kalau jenis perasan know all tapi actually tak tau...ayark. Yang nih terus kena bar. Hehehe.

But, somehow I know that I will love Milo. Hey, I already love Milo Fuze tau.


Anyway, love the video clip and the lyrics. Another feveret song from Fergie. Go girl!


Fergie Big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal,
Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
'Cause I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cryDon't cryDon't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
'Cause I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
'Cause I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cryDon't cryDon't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da



Purrrrrrrrrr.........this cat wants to sleep. Ayark...baru teringat...tilam tak amik lagik.
 


Thursday, June 21, 2007
 

I'm at Kenny Rogers, KL Sentral. Trying desperately to access my office's network. Punya lah malas nak masuk opis on Sabtu nih. Hopefully, diorg set pagi. Leh aku merayap tengahari tuh jap.

Berjaya access, so aku akan buat keja dari KL Sentral this Saturday. Sesaper nak jumpa aku, come and see me at Starbucks. Call me personally to set the time. Kang aku tengah buat keja, tak layan kang.

Sib baik dapat guna my friend's internet access. Aku dah hafal id and password dia dah bertahun. Sad to say, even tho specialty dia security, dia guna nearly the same password for most of the transactions. Main gabung2 nama and besday plak tuh. Buat cam aku, walaupun dulu specialty aku antivirus, still password aku tadak kaitan langsung ngan aku, mak aku, adik-beradik aku, boipren aku, tikus adik aku atau sesaper yang kenal aku.

Ok la, orang tak kutuk dah. Thanx for allowing me to use the id. Weh, aku mintak kebenaran tau. Mak ajar tak baik guna barang orang tanpa explicit permission. Permission sipi-sipi pun tak leh.

Nak makan Kenny Rogers plak. Tadak ker menatang lain selain dari ayam? Toleh kanan ayam, toleh kiri ayam, toleh belakang ayam. Eh, lupa plak Malaysia banyak ayam......sib baik bukan baaaabbbbbb........

Nak pg conteng my fren's blogspot sambil makan ayam.

Cheerios.

Dalam kepala : Ping pong song.
 

 

Some of the pixs.


Baru sampai to Coral View Resort.

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Pemandangan yang indah dari beach kitorang. Aku dah suruh si pokok kelapa tuh ke tepi. But, dia still nak enter frame.

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My catamaran. Tumpang dock kat situ jap. Aku nak tido jap, bukan leh harap bebudak nih drive, kang dilanggor nya shark...aku gaks yang kena saman.

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Masa dinner on second night, barbeque seafood. Air asam dia kaw-kaw wooo.

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Kat jeti kecik di Pulau Perhentian Island Resort. Group photo.

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Last kopek nyer main ombak.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
 

Otak still kat Pulau. Miss it tho. Nampak sangat aku mmg beach bum. Hehehe. Kalau nak in detail stories kitorang kat sana, have to read it at Nanot's friendster blog. Hmmmm...miss the Nescafe ais of Coral View Resort. Ada umph!


Anyway...Horey! Enrique is back with the Ping Pong song. Hot vid and hot guy. Love most of his songs, even tho some of it is in Spanish and I know only the word 'amour'.

This song stucked inside my head for 3 days already....

Based on his song (if he wrote it la), it seems that his relationship with Anna is nearly at the end. Think us plain ladies got any chance? Hey, a lady can always dream, rite? Tho, what I would do with a hottie like him, I don't know laaa. Ask him to go to a trip to an island with me? An island with all the modern facilities, but no other ladies. Hahaha.


Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)
Do you know?
Do you know?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.

(Do you know?)

Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never ever happened to me.

(Do you know?)

But after this episode I don't see
You could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

(Do you know?)(Do you know?)(Do you know?)(Do you know?)

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
 


Monday, June 18, 2007
 

Just came back from Pulau Perhentian. Went there during the weekend with my friends.

Had a lovely, lovely time.

Thanx to all, Nana that give the idea and organized the event. Amir and Khairul that helped in organizing and spent a zillion pampering us. Aqilah and Azizul for the laughing fits. Kella and Hanim for being the perfect room-mate and swimming-mate.

Officially, I am now tanned beyond my wildest dream.

Sempat jugak pegi lepaks to my favourite beach, Long Beach. Kesian kat Kella and Hanim, due to my negligence...terlupa bagi makan ubat mabuk, dua-dua tetiba pening masa snorkelling. Sib baik pak cik bot tak kisah drop kan kitorg kat situ. Best woooo lepaks.

Tapi kali nih, paling banyak cuts kat badan sepanjang pegi beaches. Coral View resort mmg best, tapi yerlah...kalau main tepi batu...terkoyak lah badan. Nih tengah recuperating. Paling kesian kat Nana, all her jari jemari dah ada cuts. Sampai pedih tak leh pegang sabun.

Dapat tengok anak turtle kecik....comelnya. Sib baik binatang terkawal, kalau idak ada yang hijack masuk poket.

Sempat gaks pegi tumpang Pulau Perhentian Island Resort nyer beach (jiran kitorang). Kitorang pegi main ombak kat situ on Saturday petang and Sunday morning. On Sunday morning, ombak a bit besar. Pagi-pagi lepas breakfast, kitorang dah start berendam....Mat Salleh pun tak berani nak masuk laut, kitorang buleh main sampai kecut badan. Hehehe.

On Sunday, sempat beli skets barang for frens and my mum. For me, dapat 2 t-shirt. Satu ada sharks (my favorite animal) and another one ada turtles (very cute one).

So, skang paler otak still kat pulau. Insya Allah nak pergi lagik. Target pusing semua islands kat Pantai Timur, ntah buleh ker idak?


Am listening to : To the Moon and Back by Savage Garden.
 


Monday, June 11, 2007
 

A very depressing weekend.

On Friday night, my mum called bagitau that one of her best fren dari kecik, Kak A dah meninggal. I was so shocked! She was doing radiotherapy, her breast cancer supposed to be on the mend. Kak A died of viral infection to the brain. A supposedly common cause for cancer patients.

I saw her just last time raya, was thinking to visit her again this time. We talked abt breast cancer and the symptoms. Also the 'illnesses' that plague people that had done breast removal and in the smaller degree, breast biopsi. Still cannot make it into my head that she was gone.

Ingat masa kecik2, dia tinggal kat flat blok sebelah kitorang. My mum nanti pegi bersembang and me, being clumsy....slalu jatuhkan barang atas karpet dia. Air merah, air ungu...all types of air. kalau orang lain, mesti dah kena marah, tapi Kak A...relax ajer.

Lepas main2 with my frens, aku bawak diorang pegi lepaks umah dia. Still can remember her voice...

All are sweet memories.

She and my mum had the same fate. They understand each other so well, pahit maung kehidupan di hadapi bersama. Lost contact for a while, back there...but bila jumpa, boleh sambung the friendship as if there is no lost time...

Yes, she did some things that are questionable. But, not all of us are born priviledged. Most of us have to carve our own path thru the jungle of life. She is above all, a very brave lady. As brave as my mum in going on with her life even tho a lot of people want to see her crumple and fade away.

Hope Min (her daughter) can go thru life ngan sabar. Be brave Min!

At least, she is now free from the pain....

Semoga Kak A di masukkan ke dalam golongan orang-orang yang mukmin.



Al-fatihah.



p/s: after this, all other things seem insignificant. mortality....live life to the fullest, ain't i always tell my frens that? go on with ur dreams, don't wait. you might not have the chance again. i had chosen this path, with eyes wide open. to all my sisters, choose yours carefully.

btw, death is always an option, either you go down kicking and screaming, or you make provisions for those that you will leave behind. no regret, rite? no regret.....no what ifs.....
 


Friday, June 08, 2007
 

Pirates of the Caribbean : At World's End is magnificent. Tho, I loved the Dead Man's Chest better. The reason? It got Kraken...alive and kickin.

Anyway, back to the POC : ATE, there are many places that you would laugh, guffaw or even pass out from laughing too much. Tho, at the backbone...the story is actually quite somber, the pirates have to fight for their life...or they would be lost..and dead.

My most stomach aching portion, is when they found Kraken dead at the beach (sob). One of the pirates said "It is a cephalopod!" Hey, either their science advancement of that particular civilization is more advance than us compared to the same timeline or......I can't think of any or. Tho, I noticed that not many people laugh at THAT dialogue.

Johny Depp, being his most quirky Jack Sparrow personification is very engaging. Keith Richard's cameo role as Jack Sparrow's father is thoroughly quick, tho very interesting. And everyone would love Captain Jack Sparrow's mother. The rest of the crew...are very...well, if you saw the first 2 movies, you know what to expect.

A new character, Captain Sao Peng...loves it when he say, "Welcome to Singapore." Singaporeans would hate it! All these while they are very proud of their modern island. But, in the movie, their island is reduced to a city governed by a pirate. Tho, a very sexy pirate. Well, what can I say, I love Chow Yuen Fatt. Tho, much prefer his to talk chinese than english. In english, he seems to rehearse all the dialog in his mind before talking it.

I would give 9 stars out of 10.

Hmmm...with the shot of topless Johny Depp (yes, it is in the movie!!) I could increase the stars to 9 1/2.

Hopefully, they shot the thoroughly clamoured for, the fourth installment of the movie. But, please...please include back all of the stars. And the same director please. Don't want the same thing that happened to Harry Potter again.

Bila la nak masuk Dead Man's Chest dalam Astro? Usually kat Disney Channel.


Got cold, head is full of woolly cotton...wool.
 


Tuesday, June 05, 2007
 

Added a new poem (portion of it) to the left frame of the blog.

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.
- William Blake

Love it....first knew about the poem in Lara Croft, the first movie. It is actually a very long poem...the Auguries of Innocence. Kalau nak in detail, goggle leeerrr.


Another of William Blake's poem that I love is The Tyger, from Songs of Experience. I first read the poem in the secondary English book. My teacher even instruct us to memorize it!

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?

In what distant deeps or skies
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare sieze the fire?

And what shoulder, & what art.
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand? & what dread feet?

What the hammer? what the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? what dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp?

When the stars threw down their spears,
And watered heaven with their tears,
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?

Tyger! Tyger! burning bright
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?


How many of you remembers it?

My mood is a bit higher than yesterday, which is a bit higher than Sunday. Hopefully it will go much higher laaaa. My friend always say, think positive!!

So, Rina....think positive + + + + +.
 


Monday, June 04, 2007
 

Last Sunday, my driving class was cancelled. Since aku dah already siap2, so kluar lah jugak tgk Spiderman3. Ok lah, very entertaining....a lof of CGI fights. The story actually reminds me of Harry Potter : The Order of Phoenix. The hero, which is usually placid(sorry) and gentle suddenly changes to become violent and full of rage by the influence of the protagonist.

Basically, I love Venom..and the Sandman is only so so. The costume of the Green Gobin (Jr) is hot. Reminds me a bit of Cyclops in X-men series. Hehehe...yeah...I saw too much movies.

Anyway, a fren's (even tho she swears I am her enemy) mother had a small stroke. Let us pray for her. I remember stroke, my grandma died because of it. And unluckily, the number of victims is on the rise. I don't care what she says abt me, I just wish her mum is ok.

Morello. Changes of hormone I think. Even the thought of my coming trip also cannot get me out of this mired mood. Lashed at a friend last night, feels very sorry abt it today. Now, am going to stick my head under my desk.


Stroke's information online :

http://www.stroke.org/site/PageNavigator/HOME

http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/stroke/stroke.htm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stroke

http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/stroke.html

http://www.medicinenet.com/stroke/article.htm

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/stroke/DS00150



In my head : Umbrella by Rihanna. Tho don't have that song...

Reading : Tan's book. Something abt the Usana product.
 


Friday, June 01, 2007
 

Still kat tempat keje. Estimated time to complete......a long time lagik.

Kekekeke. My fault. Lagi plak, tak penah aku tgk SP sampai 1.5 Gb??? Gila?? Yerp, they looks like it. :(

Hmpph...busan tunggu download. Then, after download, tak tentu leh jalan lagik. Knowing Windows environment, download successful....tapi bila nak bukak zip file, error semedang.

Takpa Rina....cool down. Even tho aku tatau camna nak balek lepas nih. Kah kah kah. Kawan yang janji nak tolong amik pun tarak kat sini. Aper nak buat, family first. Naaaanaaaaa......hmphh..hpmhh..srott...srott....(sedih, kena tido tepi jalan tonite). Sib baik aku ada tapau The Sun tadi pagi. Leh buat lapik tidor.



Lapar lah pulak. Kaki kerusi nih pun nampak sedaaaapppp jerrrr....





Krakk...Krakkk...Hmmphh....Hnsppshhh...
 












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Of trilobytes eternal in stone,
And seem to stare about in mild surprise
At changes greater than they have yet known.
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To see a world in a grain of sand,
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Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
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- William Blake,
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