Wednesday, February 28, 2007
 

For kak Mawar, nih lah another song yang tengah main dalam otak kiter.

Yes, memang keji dan sexy ntah aper-ape. Tapi, biasak lah....video clip mat saleh.

Tapi yang aku pelik tuh, sebab apa lagu melayu tadak yang best-best cam nih. Abis pun, lagu P. Ramlee dan M. Nasir tuh lah yang paling banyak ada meaning and tune dia bagus. Most, buat migraine nak dengar.


Video clip - http://www.ifilm.com/video/2822062






Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand

So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
 


Tuesday, February 27, 2007
 

Kepala tak betul. Last weekend batuk, now selsema pulak.

Aku jual anti virus, siap end point solution lagik...tapi aku yang pembawa virus kat opis. Hahaha.


Otak asik nyanyi lagu Say It Right - Nelly Furtado (Produced by Timbaland)

Aku lagu-lagu nih tak ikut sangat meaning dia. Just belasah tune dia jer. Yang mana rasa sedap, melekat lah dalam kepala nih. Kekadang, video clip sexy pun ok gaks. >:)

Semua genre aku taram...jazz, pop, rock, soul,etc....cuma sentimental jer aku kekok skets.

Tapi, ada a few yang melekat dan tak lekang-lekang dalam kepala, sebab :
1) Tune dia catchy.
2) Lyrics dia meaningful.
3) Videoclips dia cun.
4) Aku suker movie yang attach kat lagu tuh (Especially lagu May It Be by Enya dalam TLOTR).

These songs, aku leh dengar beribu-ribu kali and tak rasa muak langsung.





Say It Right - Nelly Furtado
In the day
In the night
Say it right
Say it all
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?

 


Thursday, February 22, 2007
 

Yey!! Dokter kater just repetitive injury, tak affect nerve lagik. Dia bagi Buprofen ajer.

Then, suruh tukar kedudukan masa main mouse and keyboard. Tapi, nak tukar ke mana? Mmg tangan aku tak hanging pun.....hmmmm....sorang opismet aku tarak next week...aper lagik....pinjam wrist support dia lah. Nanti kena beli lah nampaknya...wrist suppport mamat nih itam jeerrrr.

Worst case scenario, dokter cakap kalau dah affect nerve, kena buat minor surgery. Yeah, rite....

Me and surgery, in one word? Gulp. Tiiidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Cuma, dokter kata pelik, sebab apa dia bengkak? So, aku kena makan ubat dia dulu for the pain, kalau still sakit, then kena jumpa dia balik.

Still, cannot play with my beads. Sigh!

So, this weekend....tidow jer lah.

For the time being, keja still jalan. Cuma aku buat docs nih, makan masa skets. Bila rasa twinges and tingling, stop jap, gerak-gerak tangan...baru sambung balik.



Dalam otak : If you're the one - Daniel Bedingfield (aku ada tukar skets, saper leh carik kat maner?)

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you in my life?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


Someone asks, what is my motto in life. Hmmm....

My current motto :
Que Sera Sera, my dear.
We will never know what tomorrow brings, but at least, we have today.

Variant :
Enjoy today, for tomorrow we will part.
 


Wednesday, February 21, 2007
 

Happy Chinese New Year! Wish you all a prosperous new year and may your Gods bless you, always.

As for me, I suspect I got the Carpal Tunnel Syndrome on my right hand.

Why??

Because it started the night we do the tendering. Just a few tingling and muscle discomfort. Started to get painful last Saturday. So, I put some Perskindol and wrapped the poor hand. Went shopping with Hanim, even went to see Ghost Rider. But, I make sure that I did not overuse my right hand.

However, the pain peaked on Sunday, no one can touch my hand. I cannot even move some of my fingers. My wrist and palm got swollen. Fear be to those that attempt to even touch my hand!!

Thank God, Chik is around. So, he checked my hand, do a bit of massaging. The verdict? The pain did not related to 'silap urat', it is purely muscle issue. So, he asked me to rest it and see the doctor if the pain escalates.

Did not leave the house on Monday and Tuesday.

This morning, I regain 95% of my right hand usage. The rest are pure agony. Now, during this blog typing, I can feel the muscles pulled and stretched. A lot of typo errors, since I had to use most of my left hand to do the typing.


Hmmm....see the linx below for the info on Tunnel Carpal Syndrome :

http://www.medicinenet.com/carpal_tunnel_syndrome/article.htm
http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/carpal_tunnel/detail_carpal_tunnel.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carpal_tunnel_syndrome
http://www.ctsplace.com/
http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/carpaltunnelsyndrome.html


(For all of you that cannot imagine life without ur PC/notebook, better read the articles above.)


Will go and see the doctor if the pain persists....tomorrow. hehehe. Still scared of doctors, would only see them when I cannot tolerate the pain.

By the end of this blog typing, my right hand muscles start to become painful. Think, would need to stop using the computer for the time being....


Hey, whom am I kidding? This is my work. Plus Guan would kill me if I did not prepare the UATs and manuals.



Am reading, Ghost Rider, taken free from Fictionwise.

Am listening to none.


P/s: Found my palm. Believe it or not, it is in my fridge. Forgot that I put my pda in with some of the groceries. hehehe. Goldfish?? Yes, it is. Yes, it is.
 


Thursday, February 15, 2007
 

OK, I had only a couple hours of sleep. Not partying til early morning, but working my ass off. Huarghh, still sleepy.

How I celebrate this year Valentine's day?

Hmmm...spending the night together with my colleagues at the office. Doing some work and having some bonding between office mates. Sound pathetic? hehehe...I would say NOT! In fact, we have loads of fun...and LOADS of chocolates courtesy of kak Mawar (contribute Cadbury-Snacks) and Fahroe (contribute DAIM and Cadbury-Brazil Nuts). Thanx u all. Yummy!!!

Me?? I think that I contribute the most.....which are my mouth and my stomach. :D



The song in my head : Jingle Bells. Don't ask.

Am reading : I. Asimov Anthologies tuh lah. Besar wooo size ebook dia. Can tide me over till after CNY. Now, if I can only find my pda.......
 


Wednesday, February 14, 2007
 

Want to wish everyone Happy Valentine's Day.

Not really celebrating (coz no one wants to celebrate with me *wink*), but want to shout to the whole world that I love YOU!!

Wherever you are, whatever you do, there is always someone, somewhere that loves you. If the future seems bleak, if you feel that you cannot live on, know this, I LOVE YOU!!





Except George Bush.
 


Tuesday, February 13, 2007
 

I'm officially overweight!! AARGGGHHHH!!!!

My BMI is 24.8. If following the U.S. BMI, then I'm still in the Ideal range. But if following the Asian BMI, then I'm grossly overweight. Even bordering to obesity!!!

Dang the new knowledge. See, this is the reason why I hate to surf!!

Yes, I do have pot belly. Yes, the weight machine do give some squeeks when I step on it. And yes, I love fried stuffs and nasi lemak, don't forget the roti canai...also curries. Yummy!

But, dang....I never considered myself as overweight. Now the blinders had been lifted from my eyes, I am resolved to reduce at least 3 kgs this year. Why only 3? Because I know my body, and I love food. I am one of those people that is hard to put on weight, and also very hard to lose it.

Also, it is very hard for me to not finished off everything on my plate, and also my friends' plates. I used to starved myself during teenager years so that I had enough money to spend on my family, so I really, really hate to see unfinished food. Sayang woooo....

As a starter, I had just started to eat oats. Yes, those flavorless, paper like taste, small flakes instant oat. I would try to eat it at least 4 nights a week. Hey, I'm just starting to eat those buggers, ok. And it is papery (is there any word to describe a thing that tastes like paper?? Shisssh).

As a beginner oater(??!!??), I started with Milo Fuze. It is a 3 in 1 pack of Milo+Sugar+Oat. Hanim's bought them. Afterwards(Milo Fuze is sooooo expensive), I try adding Instant Oat into my Low Fat, Chocolaty Anlene Milk. Hmmm...not so bad. Now, I had increased the oat to 4 spoonfuls per a mug of milk.

Hehehehe, this is a good solution. I have to drink milk, and I also have to eat oats. Mix them together, and try to finish the dreadful concoction in record time.

Ok, I would also try to do sit-ups at least 20 sit-ups in the morning and another 20 in the afternoon. Due to my lack of discipline, give me 2 weeks, and I will start to forget that I ever need to do sit-ups. >:)


Wikipedia explanation on BMI - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Body_mass_index

Asian BMI :
http://www.mydr.com.au/default.asp?Article=3735
http://www.halls.md/bmi/singapore.htm

Research papers :
http://www.obesityresearch.org/cgi/content/full/12/3/440
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/entrez/query.fcgi?cmd=retrieve&db=pubmed&list_uids=14726171&dopt=medline
http://www.betterhealth.vic.gov.au/bhcv2/bhcarticles.nsf/pages/Body_Mass_Index_(BMI)?OpenDocument
http://www.who.int/nutrition/publications/bmi_asia_strategies.pdf

BMI Calculator :
http://www.afic.org/BMI.htm - remember, the ideal BMI for Asian is only until 23!!



Am reading - The I. Asimov Anthologies of Short Stories. Btw, I think I had read it before. Hmmm....all the stories seems familiar, somehow. I'm truly is a beautiful, cute....GOLDFISH.

Am listening (in my head only) - Fergalicious.


 


Monday, February 12, 2007
 

Went to Bukit Cherakah during the weekend with some frens. Have loads of fun.

We stayed at Rumah Perak, it does have the modern necessities (important - plumbing) in a tradisional wooden house. There is not much done on Saturday, except lazing around, cook and eat food....lotsa food that we brought with us. (The house do have in-door kitchen and also bbq pit outside).

On Sunday, since I do not know how to ride bicycle (hehehe), so I just walked along the road and visit the Taman Haiwan(I touched a horse!!), Mushroom Museum (dusty and sadly neglected), Spice Garden (not many spices and a lot of the trees are chopped), Taman 4 Musim (It is winter time!! Mucho snows!! Yey!!), Taman Orkid (lotsa orchid plants, but only a few are flowering. Me thinks they need to put flower fertilizer. Don't laugh, my mum rears orchids too). At last, nicely tired, so I took the open aired bus back to the station.

I think I walked for at least 4 km that day. More likely, around 5 km. Semalam ok ajer, today start sakit kaki. Kuang, kuang, kuang.

Quite a number of monkeys, but it is not as fierce as Penang monkeys. These monkeys are scared of me!

Overall, nice getaway. Good for family outing and also for people that want to sweat.

Wld upload the pix later. Rite now, want to rest my feet.

Aiyo...


Am reading - Anthology of Short Stories from Isaac Asimov, also Omnivore.

Am listening - nothing. Tho yesterday I was humming Wind It Up by Gwen Stefani during the walk.
 


Wednesday, February 07, 2007
 

Chinese New Year is coming!!

Last night, went out with a friend to Carrefour, MV. Bought foodstuffs like crazy, CNY cuti 4 hari, silap2 aku tak turun ke tanah during the time. Tapi sayur and buah mahal giler. So, aku beli frozen foods and air gas jer. Lagik gumuk lah lepas nih.

Ingat during CNY, nak duduk umah and play around with my beads. Bought 3 books on swarovski stuffs, rasa cam nak try a few new creations. Tgk lah kalau rajin.



Dah lunch time, maaakaaaannnnnn.


Am reading - The Moon Pool by A. Merritt. kalau nak buku nih, kena pegi Gutenberg. Omnivore kena letak tepi jap.
 


Friday, February 02, 2007
 

Yesterday, was Hari Wilayah and Thaipusam. So, Wilayah Persekutuan and Selangor both cuti. Me? I lepaks at home watching tv, sleeping and read a bit on Symantec Mail Security.


Don't think I can get back to Penang this month. A lot of stuffs to do and too little time to do it. People say time management should solve it. I say, wait for another 10 billion years, and we get a day of 25 hours, instead of 24 hours as we now experienced.


Eh, forgot to mention that we are sending a Malaysian to to the space. Yiehaa!

Here is the blogsite. Written by both of our would be ANGKASAWAN.

http://blog.angkasa.gov.my/index.php?month=2006-12


I wish both Dr Sheikh Muszaphar and Captain Dr Faiz the best of lucks. I think the whole of Malaysia is waiting with bated breath for the event.


After this, might be we can have a space station with teh tarik stall? ;)



(Kalau aku lah yang masuk, kemudian jadi angkasawan yang kena duduk kat bumi sementara yang satu lagi tuh naik. Malam sebelum pergi tuh, aku masukkan julap. So that, aku yang leh naik. HAHAHAHA (gelak s*tan))
 












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