Wednesday, October 29, 2003
Got a scare on Monday, my sister got her asthma attack. Luckily, the attack is not too bad. It seems that lately, the number of asthma patients had increased. It is because of the allergens in the air have increased or food, or unknown factors?
Well, what I do know is that asthma attack can make it's victims helpless and vulnerable. :(
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
A very boring day. Suppose to have some trainings on scanning application, but cancelled. So not much to do lar. Modified my webpage....shhh....don't let my boss know. ;) However, could find nothing to put on my site. Remove a very 'controversial' page, just my view and experiences on suicide and change it to a 'safe' subject...my dear old pda.
Could not get the song 'White Flag' by Dido out of my head. A very lovely and haunting song about a lost love and moving on with one's life.
Some people said, it is better to love and lost. than never to love at all. I disagree. How do you ever mourn something that you had never have in the first place? Better never to have it, than lost it. But, that is only my humble opinion.
"Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be "
-White Flag by Dido-
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Last Saturday, went to JPN to change my identification card to the new smart card. Fuyoo, too many people and too little counters opened. Luckily, I got a friend there, so we use the VIP lounge. hehehehe...nak idup.
Today, start thinking abt my life. Hmm..got the news last night that my father is still alive. Somewhere, somehow. Since I have his genes, could I have all his sickness?
Do behaviour linked to genes? Some people said that bad genetics conceived bad children. I wonder.......
I'm bad...I'm baaaaddd
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Today, my housemate misplaced her key. So I have to go back during lunch and "free" her. Too secure? Go figure lah.
Last night, saw "My Life as A Fairy Tale" in ASTRO's channel. WOW...is all I can say. I really love Hans Christian Andersen's and Grimm's fairy tales, even got complete illustrated books of their works. Don't even know which story I like most since I can read all of it over and over again.
And now, all I can hear is the song "Save Me" by Remy Zero. Such a soulful, tragic sound.
Somebody saaaaaaaavvveeee meeeeeee!!
The race of man shall perish, but the eyes
Of trilobytes eternal in stone,
And seem to stare about in mild surprise
At changes greater than they have yet known.
- T.A. Conrad
To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.
- William Blake,
excerp from Auguries of Innocence.