Saturday, October 31, 2009
Loves Thalia in Amar Sin Ser Amada. Carik kat Youtube kalau nak...really loves the lady since Rosalinda....
For all the broken hearted gals, enjoy!!
(Sori tak leh nak post url, ada issue skets)
Now to move upwardssss........babai for now!!
Friday, October 30, 2009
How fast can you push your MyVi?
I'd tried 130kmph, but bila nak cecah 140, ada pulak la kereta yang potong kat depan. Will try soon tho. I'll post it here, kalau polis tak tangkap dulu ah... :p
Also, today is the last day in EDS. Sedih ada, but more like confusion la. Semua nak integrate, but then semua tatau hala tuju.
Hmm....seems like I'm closing 3 different stories in my life now. Personally and careerwise. But guess what, I'll try to find my happiness. Semalam buka 1 of my story books, noticed that....I'm more like Leah*. Loved and lost, and like her at the end of the story, we need to move on too. Hope they make a continuity of her story. Want to know whether like the rest...she bonds on someone, or falls in love naturally. Hope the latter tho, she deserves better.
In the meantime, too many things to do, too many shops to look into, too many things to buy. Duit cukup ke idak, kita kira belakang. Do that even sound like me??
* what book? don't worry, they will make a movie out of it, just hope that they did not remove her character tho.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tandem Sky-diving at Segamat, Johor - 21-22 November 2009.
Pricing RM1300. Hmmm...
Just want to warn, for a few months, my blog would be abt my depressed mood, so leave if you don't want to be dragged down to hell...
Thanx to my friends that are giving me motivations to go on, on whichever calamity that befells me. Really appreciate it.
Re-arranging again my priorities. Hell, I would even welcome a trip to Diablo's lair at this moment....just to get my mind off some things.
Monday, October 26, 2009
2 bad news in 1 week.
Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi masa ini. Sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMu yang tidak mempunyai apa-apa.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Now, I'm trying to fill in my times after masuk kerja, lunch and balek kerja. Used to have some habits that I need to kill fast. Not bad habits per se, just bad for me.
Anyway, dreading the coming weekends.
Really tempted to curl just like Bella, but unlike her, if I curl up, I will not wake again. So, no curling up....instead I would be on the road. Terrorizing the road is much more fun, a lot of cars are scared of me now. Well, I do managed to overtake 3 cars, in S formation at speed 80kmph. Wuhuu!!
Will try later at top-speed 110kmph.
Btw, anyone have any info for amateur skydiving, inform me.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I had always be the voice of caution and the voice of reason. Well, guess what, that voice had been put to rest. Permanently!! Like I said, I'm going to live my life as I always wanted to.
Previously, only sometimes my inner demon comes out and play, and it usually freaked people out. Well, guess what....my inner demon is out full force. I'm doing and going to do things that I always wanted to do and never done due to many constraints.
Now I know why Bella done those things...but unlike Bella, I'm doing things coz I wanted to. Edward Cullens is ok, but prefer Robert Pattinson lagik. Don't understand the difference? Hahahaha....a lot la mah dear.
Well, I much prefer Jacob, hmm with all those fur and warm-blooded bod... ;)
Anyway, semalam splurging on my new shoes....don't look at the price and heels' height tho.
Hmmm....thinking whether would wear the hells for tonight excursion. You all know la, Putrajaya at night is quite a scary place, even with all the so called securities. Well, maybe the orange la, since the base is a teeny bit bigger than the black one.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Now I know why during these last 3-4 months, I'm always sad. My prescience is telling me something, which I want to deny. Trying to deny again and again, but in the end....everything comes out of the closet. Sigh...
Well, with all my dependents in love and flying out of my nest, I really don't have any reason to hold back anymore. I noticed that I had always many excuses to not live, my family, my best friend needs me....and with them all going away, I'm left with.....me. It's a scary prospect, to not have any walls to hide behind, to face the world without any mask. Really...a scary prospect.
I'm scared, really scared. I do not have anyone to catch my falls anymore, to caution me in my life, to call when I'm scared or loss, just to talk to fill in my lonely hours or just to lose some steam. I'd lost my voice of reason, my link to heaven and earth. Believe me, free falling is not in any way...nice.
But like my best friend said, life goes on. Yes, it does....time never stops when someone dies or when someone is lost. Life in any way, will find it's way to survive, to go on. And I'll deal with Life by my own. It's wonderful having you by myside all these years, to hold my hands and to caution me when I'm too slow. I'll treasure these memories, and hope you'll create new wonderful ones without me.
I do not blame anyone for my conditions, they are all of my own. And I do really wish the best for everyone, for all are already adults and need to face their own life. Fly my love, fly to the end of the rainbow...for whatever people may say, you deserve your own happiness.
Not listening to anything now.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Still low...and still slow.
Life sucks and who doesn't know this? But life goes on...and on...and on.
Picking myself up slowly and trying to fill my time with many activities (cuma kena kira budget for the activities la....my dream of sky diving kena put on hold lagik...). Susah2, activities aku adalah bermain ngan my jewelry or tido. Even books need to be bought, and with the current constraint, babai la jawabnya.
Byk menda aku nak buat siut, but priorities kena kira gaks...and since last Raya discussions, priorities are changed yet again. But then, dreams need to be catered to...and fulfilled. I will let go when the time comes, but it will be hard....very hard.
Also waiting for some news...some say bad, some say good. Depends, I would say....for me, there is no difference. Might be a bit sad, for what might have been....but then I am good in forgetting. Seems there are a lot of things that I'd already forgot. Surreal sometimes....
And life goes on...
Sometimes, I wonder....what is a man? What constitutes me, as me? My physical body? My soul? My memories? If I take one of these things away, would you recognized me? Would I recognize you?
A lot of questions....and the answer will only come with TIME.
Enough scaring little kids for now, let's go and watch Oggy and the Cockroaches.
Friday, October 16, 2009
To all my Hindu friends, Happy Deepavali.
May Divine Blessings be with you.
Hope the year ahead is full of happiness and success to all of us.
To the rest, selamat balek kampung....yeah, i know that many of you are going back. So, pls drive carefully.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
At long last, Santa Claus could not hide under all the ice anymore. Serbu!!!
North Pole summers ice free in 10 years
(to view, put all in 1 line)
Previously, they can capture a blue tuna as long as 2 people standing head to feet. Now, the largest blue tuna only is as long as 3/4 of a human. Over-fishing anyone??
UN wildlife body to mull bluefin tuna trade ban
(to view, put all in 1 line)
Am currently crazy about :
Song : Kay Sera Sera from the movie Pukaar.
Book : None. Am finishing those books that I had started to read, but then put back coz it is tooooooo slow.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Bread Pudding Original Resepi :
Bahan-bahan (Pukul rata dan tapis ) :
Telur 5 biji dipukul.
Gula kastor 280 gm.
Perasa vanila 1 sudu teh.
Susu Segar 0.5 liter.
Krim Putar 0.5 liter.
Bahan-bahan lain :
Kepingan Roti - Potong mengikut saiz.
Sapu mentega cair pada loyang dan susun roti. Sapu mentega cair pada roti dan biar serap. Letak kismis. Tuang adunan dan biar kembang. Bakar pada 170 darjah Celcius dengan menggunakan cara double boiler.
Bread Pudding cara Rina :
Bahan-bahan (Pukul rata):
Telur 4 biji dipukul.
Perasa vanila 2 sudu teh.
Bahan-bahan lain :
Mentega Cair (Sapu pada loyang sahaja).
Kepingan Roti Perancis- Potong mengikut saiz.
Pukul telur, gula kastor dan susu segar. Tambah gula sedikit demi sedikit, kita tak nak pudding terlampau manis. Pada tahap kemanisan yang sesuai, berhenti dan masukkan esen vanila. Kemudian sediakan loyang bersama dengan roti dan taburan kismis. Curahkan bahan yang dipukul tadi supaya 4/5 meliputi roti. Tekankan roti ke dalam bahan puding supaya roti dibasahi olehnya. Kemudian taburkan coklat rice di atasnya.
Bakar dengan api bawah pada suhu 130 darjah Celcius selama 35-50 minit(sehingga bahan pudding menjadi stabil dan tidak berair). Kemudian tukar api atas dan tambah suhu sehingga 150 darjah Celcius dan bakar selama 10-15 minit (sehingga atas roti menjadi kecoklatan).
*Nota : Untuk pesakit2 yang tidak boleh memakan gula...ia boleh diganti dengan pisang. Pisang bunga adalah digalakkan kerana ia agak manis. Ia boleh dilecekkan sedikit dan digaul bersama dengan susu, juga selang selikan pisang dan roti semasa menyusun loyang.
*Nota : Tips dari Master Chef yang Rina jumpa semalam, lebih enak jika telur yang dimasukkan hanyalah telur merah. Jika nak lagi best, pakai telur itik.
Pix ini menunjukkan Bread Pudding yang baru dimasukkan ke dalam oven. Lihat cara double boiler yang digunakan...Bekas loyang diletakkan atas bekas hitam yang berisi dengan air. Ini supaya bread pudding moist.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Diary of the Walk for World Pink.
We went out at 3:45 pm, pick up my fren at Ampang Park then proceed straight to the KL Tower. Since cars were not allowed at the top, we parked at the parking lot at the base of the hill. So, termengah-mengah la climbing to the top to the hill (Base of KL Tower).
Then, we collected the t-shirts, wore those and queued for the photo group. We were told to follow the lines on the floor, which were shaped like the pink breasts cancer ribbon. Then, we went to get our face painted; and of course to collect all the free foods. ;)
At 6:30 pm, the walk started. Quiet surprisingly, my asthamatic sister which is currently suffering cold and coughing was among the first 30 people to complete the walk!
While walking (I think arnd front of the Hard Rock Cafe), I noticed the ladies in front were saying, 'Chef Wan la!'. Surprise, surprise, Chef Wan was standing there texting something on his handphone. Apa lagik, SERBU!!! We got some pixs with him. He was very cute and very sporting.
Then, we continued the walk....the finishing stretch was very tiring since we had to climb the hill to the base of KL Tower. Overall, a very interesting walk (climb) arnd KL golden triangle.
The finale was the laser show and base jumpers jumping from the Tower.
All in all, a very interesting and meaningful afternoon/evening. Will surely participate again next year, except will need to make sure that I am more fit...
Of course, the highlight of the event, is our serbuan towards Chef Wan. What to do, he is a very famous man. Hehehe, I'm sure he wished that he crossed the road a bit earlier. ;)
Below are some pix, for more, pls visit my facebook
With Chef Wan.
The KL Tower, before...
After being pinked....
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Hehehe. The second attempt of the Femes Amos cookies dapat extra pujian. But still, tak berapa pueh hati...nanti kitorg nak try modify a bit, Version 3.0 pulak. But still, rasa sedap, rupa buruk....hehehe. Aku kan jenis tak kisah ngan rupa. ;)
Wiken nih a bit full, nak pegi pusing carik kak siti, kak cimben, abang giant, kak r'ehbi, salina, kella. Kalau sempat, aku nak try buat muffin. First attempt, version 1.0. Kalau keras, aku buat baling sarang lebah. Ngeh, ngeh, ngeh.
Reminder, for those that had registered for 'Walk for World Pink', jangan lupa yer. Time to collect the t-shirt is at 5 pm, katanya kat base KL Tower. For those that did not registered for the walk, no worries...just come over because there are booths over there that you can browse. Balek nih nak try selongkaq baju pink, mana ntah t-shirt yg aku beli dari k Ziela dulu tuh.
The race of man shall perish, but the eyes
Of trilobytes eternal in stone,
And seem to stare about in mild surprise
At changes greater than they have yet known.
- T.A. Conrad
To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.
- William Blake,
excerp from Auguries of Innocence.