Thursday, June 27, 2019
Alhamdulillah. Echocardiogram Adik Aina shows all is ok. Cam nak menari masa tuh, tapi cam over la sangat kan. Berkali2 daku tanya, just to confirmkan. Alhamdulillah sesangat. Hypothyroid pulak, previous reading is 12 plus...doctor cakap nak reading around 5...tapi somehow after makan ubat for 2 months, reading now is 0.5. So, doctor suh half kan ubat for 1 month, see how the reading after that. Alhamdulillah, nothing major. Cuma....berat Lil' Aina tak naik. Now in red dah. Ibu pulak berat naik mencanak2. Kalau laaaa boleh transfer berat.... Friday, June 21, 2019
Skang jadual agak crazy. Around 1 am to 3 am, usually ada budak nak susu, so kasi dulu yang natural. Kul 4/4:20 am bangun and kasi susu formula with Appeton. Usually Kakak Aisyah bangun sekali. Tengok tv or makan nasik. Nasik kicap at 4 am. So la...hmmm... kemas umah serba skets. Pukul 6 am lebih skets, start kejarin the boys untuk siap2 gie school. 7:20 am last preparation, usually 7:30 am start keluar umah hantar gie school. Petang, balek dari office, pusing beli whatever necessary. Selalu beli kat Speedmart aje. Then, ambil the boys. Amik the girls. Pass Aina to cot or nenek. Kasi the kids makan. Pesanan sebanyak mungkin, eg: Jangan gaduh. Tengok tv rancangan Kakak, etc. Kemaskan diri then kejar the kids basuh tangan, etc. Afterwards, amik and start Aina untuk physical therapy. Usually masa nih dah nak masuk Maghrib dah. The kids pun usually ikut therapy sambil Kakak will paksa Adik Aina untuk menyanyi lagu Tepuk Amai-Amai. Lepas Azan Maghrib, all the older kids kena keluar bilik, kasi adik Aina minum susu. The boys will solat and then pegi Ngaji. In the meantime, Ibu akan cuba tidokan Adik Aina. Then, ibu baru makan dinner, solat, rehat jap and spend time ngan Kakak. Then kasi Aina ubat thyroid dia. Tunggu the boys balek Ngaji, pesan tengok tv sampai kul baper and then kalau ada adults, Ibu leh crash. Kalau takde sesapa yg leh tengokkan the kids, Ibu akan tunggu sampai Isyak, kejar the kids to solat, then paksa semua masuk tido. Huhuhu, ngantuknye by this time, usually nak nyanyi lagu ABC pun dah tak lepas. Then, ada pulak orang cakap..."Berat badan mu dah naik. Jom gi gym. Tak pun, gie la jog". Well, mana nak slot weh. Full dah nih. Huhuhu. Alhamdulillah....nasib baik ada ramai menolong. Now, I had learnt to accept help from any resources at all. Nasib baik ada Ayah. Ayah pepagi tolong kejarin the boys sementara Ibu nak iron baju. Then, nanti hantar Adam gie school so ibu leh la slow2 hantar Asyraf aje. Usually malam Ayah la yang jaga the kids masa Ibu dah crashed. Makan la, basuh tangan la (Kakak berkali2 basuh tangan...huhuhu), main la, homework la. Nenek pun banyak sangat menolong, sidai baju, lipat baju, masak nasik and sayur, kemas umah bagai, look after the kids sementara Ibu sibuk ngan Aina or vice versa. Anum and Anim banyak kasi sokongan moral and comfort food. Anim, masa daku pegnent and dlm pantang, asyik datang and kasi memacam, bawak food for the kids/nenek. Thank you All for all the help. I would not be able to cope without all of your help. Thursday, June 13, 2019
Living each day as it is. Taking each day, one step at a time. "Come what may I will love you until my dying day" from Moulin Rouge. (-_-,) Monday, June 10, 2019
Selamat Hari Raya dan Maaf Zahir Batin dari kami sekeluarga.
Malam raya, Mak Ngah and Mak Su datang buka posa kat umah. Dah havoc seround. Bebdk siap main bunga api tulis2 lagi. Pop Pop tak leh main sbb ujan. So, terlambat la bawak keluar ayam. Ayah balek, still tak setel. Chef pun sinting lengan and start masak. Sous Chef pulak tengah menolong, si Aisyah nangis....gie nak tidokan anak, ngan Sous Chef sekali tetido.....ape lah. Bila bangun around 5 am sbb si Aina lak nak susu, tengok si Chef tengah tengok ball. Rupanyer, Chef tak tido sbb setelkan masak. Maceh Chef. Pagi raya, kecoh2 dapur buat bekpes, Mak Su datang lepak sbb Nenek nak bawak Umma gie solat raya sekali. Ding-Dang2, abes solat raya. Sembang2 sambil makan and tunggu Mak Ngah. By the time semua sampai, Ayah dah crashed. That is why Ayah terhilang dari gambar. Nak edit masukkan, Ibu tak reti. Huhuhu, sori Ayah.
There are 11 children in the picture, sila kira...
Aina comel. Lepas mandi, rambut kerinting....dah kering, rambut lurus. So unique la budak tecik ni.
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The race of man shall perish, but the eyes
Of trilobytes eternal in stone, And seem to stare about in mild surprise At changes greater than they have yet known. - T.A. Conrad |
To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower, Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour. - William Blake, excerp from Auguries of Innocence. |