Umur si lil' Aina nih dah sebulan lebih skets.

Minum susu pun dah masuk ke 2 oz, cuma rasa dlm half oz gaks yg tumpah...so overall dalam 1 1/2 oz lah. Ok lah tuh, better dari last 2 weeks, just 1 oz aje....with banyak yg tumpah...huhuhu.

Appointments doctors punya lah banyak. Asik lepaks kat KK and Hospital aje. Ibu cuba tulis kat white board, tak cukup tempat la pulak. Ayooo...kena tambah lagi white board seh...

Alhamdulillah, for now, eyes and ears dah ok. Next year la pulak appoinment for follow up.  Rasa the prolonged jaundice pun ok la kot, since hospital tak call balek lepas second round amik darah and air kencing for the thyroid and jangkitan kuman follow up tuh.

Her berat is on the yellow zone while lilitan kepala on the red zone. What to do....Doctor Hospital dah kasi Appeton, hope next visit makin berat ah. As for the lilitan kepala, pasrah aje la, tak leh buat ape dah nih. Huhuhu.

Lepas nih appointments for jantung and chromosome. Ibu and Ayah yang cam sakit jantung nih ha berdebar. A few months lagik...lama la berdebarnyer.

Doctor therapy dah pesan, adik Aina nih cepat kena sakit and lambat baik. Sort of like Ibu la kot. Hehehe. Penat pesan kat Abang2 and Kakak supaya jangan asyik nak cium and pegang adik nih ha. Selsema and Batuk everyone, but they really love lil' Aina. So, cam nak marah pun, kesian gaks...asyik pesan aje laaa.


Kesian Ayah, cam Grabcar dah jadiknyer asyik bawak kitorang memusing aje. Tak termasuk memusing dalam KK and Hospital mengejar appointments. Maceh banyak2 Ayah.


Kesian Nenek tolong jaga Ibu and the troops. Masak la, kemas umah la. Maceh banyak2 Nenek.


Semuga Allah berikan kesihatan yang baik kepada adik Nur Aina Humairah.

Dan semuga Allah berikan keluarga kami kesabaran yang banyak dalam menghadapi dugaan ini.

Peristiwa 20 March 2019 - (Panjang citernye...since I have memory of an ikan emas, need to write here for remembrance).

Dari Jumaat early morning, dalam kul 2 ++ am dah terasa ombaknyer. Tapi by 9 pagi, dah surut ke every half hour.

Sabtu...clear, no contractions. So, ibu bawak the troop gie main kat Giant, then Kenny Rogers kat Jusco.

Ahad, early morning terasa skets sampai tahap every 5 mins, tapi by 11 am dah back to every half hr.

Isnin, early morning dalam 2 am cenggitu terasa baleks. Back to every 5 mins, kali nih cam kuat skets. Hanim bawak nenek mai umah. Sorry Hanim...hehehe. Tapi dalam 11 am, dah back to every half hr. Ibu dah tension, petang skets bawak Nenek and the troops gie makan Sushi Bonanza. Wakakaka. Tengah2 berBonanza, Jusco black-out. Rupanyer ada pencawang besar kat mana ntah meletup. Hah. Sib baik sempat makan sushi. Hanim terpaksa ber Bonanza kat D'Pulze malam tuh. hehehe.

Selasa early morning, start balek the ombak. Kali nih makin kuat, terasa sampai ke pinggang. But, as usual...around nak ke tengah hari, dia back to every half hour. Tapi kali nih, the ombak bila terasa, sakit lebih dari dulu. Early afternoon, terasa balek sakit yang extra tuh..melayan ombak. Petang tuh, ayah amik the boys early, then bye-bye diorang and bertolak ke spital. Tak sempat nak jumpa si Aisyah, minta tolong Abang Asyraf gie amik dia....sebab kalau idak, confirm meraung aje la dia nak ikut.

On the way, rasa cam makin kurang sakitnyer....so ayah tanya, nak gie makan dulu tak? Kira abes gaks la sepinggan nasik Arab. Hehehe. Then, cam nak patah balek ke umah since the sakit dah nearly all gone....tapi Ayah kata, proceed aje la dulu. So, kitorang lepaks dalam car depan spital. Tengah nak tunggu Maghrib, terasa balek. Ayah kata, gie aje la masuk...

Masuk spital, lepaks ER dulu, then proceed ke room. Lepaks aje la. Doctor datang check pun, ombak every half hr. So doctor kata, see you next morning bebeh! But in the meantime, no pooping, kalau ombak datang 2-3 x within 10 mins or keluar air/darah/tanda suh kasitau akak nurse. So, ibu start jot down masa ombak datang..

Actually ibu perasan, kalau tido ngiring ke kiri, ombak very slow..dalam every 15 mins. Tapi kalau ibu duduk, ombak every 5 mins. So, I sit. Sebab esok nyer Abang Asyraf ada trip ke Pusat Sains Negara. Dia dah excited sangat, kesian pulak kalau tak dapat pergi.  Dalam 3:30 ++ dia start makin kerap, every 3-4 mins. Panggil ayah, kesian pulak tengok ayah baru tido...demam. So, panggil nurse. Memang confirm contractions...tapi tak rapat sangat lagi and not too keras. Ibu kata, nak gie toilet...sementara dalam tolet, contractions gegiler datang. Terus naik katil and layan contractions, heard diorang start kejar doctors and all.

Everything fast forward cam tekan butang video seh....tak berapa sedar sbb layan sakit. As usual, Ayah nyer tangan kena pulas. By 4.30 ++ am on 20 March 2019, adik Aina pun keluar.

Once adik Aina pegi ke katil dia, noticed that she is turning to purple. I remember thinking, why that colour ah? Mum said kalau tak cukup oksigen, tukar ke blue. Doctor and Nurses dah kecoh kat sebelah. Kebuk wasap, oksigen wire semua keluar. Alhamdulillah, after several struggling minutes yang daku rasa sangat blur and like jauh benor....she is turning back to pink.

Then doctor calling Abang Amir to talked to him. Why?

After some time, she came back and asks me about Full Detail Scan reports. All is in the file and all is normal. Dah terdetik, something is wrong. But since daku baru lepas bertarung, so cam melayang2 lagi. Nak tanya Abang Amir, he looks weird. Plus nak azankan and tahnikkan adik Aina. I let all slide dulu.

After that, Doctor cakap, Adik Aina kena duk kat nursery and oksigen kena monitored. Ok, noted. So Adik Aina pegi ke nursery and Ibu balek ke bilik.

Masuk ke bilik, Abang Amir inform pasal apa doktor panggil dia tadi. One very big news. I am stunned, so that is why the Doctor called him away. Still cam melayang2 lagi. Noted on the issue. So we sort of try to struggle to accept what the doctor had informed, trying to redha, trying to accept. The room being known as a sad room. We cried a lot, all the Doctors and Nurses are really helping us by giving us tips and helping us to accept the news.

Petang 21 hb, Ibu gie lepaks kat nursery. Dapat peluk Adik Aina. Main2 ngan dia.

They tried weaning Adik Aina from oksigen 2 kali, failed. But by early morning 22 hb March, Ayah kata Adik Aina dah tak yah pakai wire oksigen dah. Yeay! Leh balek and jumpa nenek/troops. All the abang and kakak sangat suka. Cerah mata tengok diorang.

Skang, Adik Aina, prolonged jaundice. Esok nak gie spital to further tests and checks, also to set appointment on her 'special' condition.

Doakan Adik Aina semuga cepat sihat.

I am still living moment to moment. Doakan daku juga.

Kepada Mu lah Allah kami berserah.