In my head, Stop & Stare by OneRepublic.

Asik pusing-pusing in my head....

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

Anyway, bahang pilihanraya makin terasa. Tempat aku, sebelah kiri jalan is booth Izzah, sebelah kanan jalan pulak booth Shahrizat. Ladies fight. Last time, Shahrizat nearly kalah....this time tatau la pulak. But, Shahrizat nampak ketara her presense last four years kat Pantai Dalam. A lot of activities here. Concert ada, ceramah pun ada. Balance la skets.


New Credit Card Fraud Risk - (Makes people afraid to use credit card?? don't think so)
http://www.cl.cam.ac.uk/research/security/banking/ped/


NASA to Demonstrate Moon Rover - (Obsessed about the moon...been there, done that..What abt Mars, Titan, Europa??)
http://www.networkworld.com/community/node/25456


NASA Plans to Smash Spacecraft into the Moon - (Suka benor nak crashkan spacecraft. Kata dulu nak smashkan kat Mars. Rasa nih akan jadik prototype kot?)
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/23371839


Misperceptions meet state of the art in evolution research - (hahaha, Still a lot of people tak percaya yang dinosaurs wujud. A lot of mat saleh panggil colored people as monkeys. A lot of people thinks that stars are a bright dust between earth and our sun. And sun are different from stars....whatever)
http://arstechnica.com/articles/culture/state-of-the-art-evolution.ars 
¶ 8:31 AM
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  Penat!!

Thank you very mucho for the pizza. Hehehe. Terima kasih daun keladi.

Kaki still sakit since jalan too much on Sunday. Carik barang for gelang,
tempahan orang...dua negeri aku pusing, still tak nampak gaks. Tanya a few
vendor, semua cakap, " Aiya, design tuh tadak la...Lu amik yang nih,
memang chantek amoi." Ada la batu sebesar batu jalan, dah la client tuh
nak jenis yang subtle...hampeh nyer vendor.

Anyway, have to sampaikan khabar yang tak gembira nih to my client. Sorry
la, memang spend 1 month carik. Kedai lama dah abis stock, kedai lain
memang tadak. Batu-batu jenis potongan pelik2 nih, memang susah skets nak
carik. Yang best, kedai retail pun tarak....memang tadak rezeki sungguh.

Sempat gaks buat a few new designs masa buat my client's bracelets tuh.
Tapi, akan amik masa yang lama to upload. Aku tak berapa sihat ngat nak
angkut laptop ke ulu and ke ilir. Tgk laaa....bebila aku sihat nak angkut
adik guni beras nih, aku bawak balek and scan.

Baru dapat berita tak mengembirakan, mebe kene keja this weekend. Abih la
dates aku. Susah payah carik date and time to schedule. Apa nak buat, demi
kerjaya (duit!!)

Baru tgk schedule dates aku, humang aiii...bz siut. Deng, sib baik aku tak
daftar masuk pilihanraya. Kalau idak, mesti lagi busy....

hehehehe

 
¶ 2:49 PM
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Still working.

Nak luruh gaks jantung aku tadi, sorang2 t/shoot. Sib baik ada K Ramlah and then Peter Smout tolong. Also thanks to Fahroe for the guidance and moral support.

Then, semua orang kat opis nih balek. Dalam 2 jam gaks sensorang....then ada orang masuk...yey!! Tak duk sensorang dah.

Solve dah issue, tgh relaxkan otak skets.

Lalalalala. 
¶ 11:15 PM
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Kat area rumah aku, setiap unit rumah dapat beras 5 kg. My mum pun dijemput ke dinner...biasak lah...pilihanraya dah makin dekat. Walaupun sebelum nih mak aku dipinggirkan dan dilayan macam paria sebab dia berani bersuara dan sanggup letak jawatan sebab tak sanggup tengok Presiden buat kerja tak senonoh dah bercanggah dari hukum Islam. Undi seorang masih lagi berharga. Mana tahu, undi seorang tuh yang akan menyebabkan calon itu menang......atau kalah?

Hmmm...who to vote for? Semalam baca The Sun, aku dah gelak giler. Apa taknyer, Dato Zakaria, the rumah yang cam istana tuh pun daftar jadik calon, siap daftar sekali anak and menantu dia. Wah, mahligai dah ada, jawatan pun dah jadik cam ikut keturunan dia. Might be lepas nih leh kita panggil dia raja kot? Takpa la, dah orang kat sana cakap dia perform kerja dia. Pedulik apa masa aku duk sana dengar orang grumbles about the rampant rasuah kat sana. Who am I to judge him and his cohorts? Asal constituents dia happy, dah la. Malaysia boleh, kan..kann..kann...

Cam kat area umah mak aku la, dulu DAP menang. Nothing much was done. Selepas BN menang besar kat situ, blok2 flat semua dicat, ramps dibuat for old people to walk, letak awning kat depan flats untuk orang2 lepaks bersembang. Dadah pun dah makin kurang. At least nampak skets la kemajuan. Peduli apa surau kitorang yang atas bukit tuh tak dapat permit untuk dipindahkan ke tempat letak kereta tepi astaka tuh. Pedulik apa bila orang2 tua Melayu grumbles tak larat nak naik ke surau, minta sangat dipindahkan ke tempat yang lebih accessible. Pedulik apa bila zakat untuk ibu2 tunggal dipecahkan untuk diberi kepada kekawan. Pedulik apa bila orang yang betul2 miskin tak dapat zakat/bantuan tapi kekawan yang gelang emas sampai ke siku diberi zakat.

So, nak pilih sapa pilihanraya nih? 
¶ 8:55 AM
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Hope nanti ada Resident Evil 4. Yey!! Go Milla Jovovich...go on, babe! One of the most beautiful Sci-Fi actress. Fifth Element, Resident Evil series and Ultra Violet. She is the one that brings all the stories to life (especially UV, without her, confirm aku tak tengok)

Also, berjaya tengok Beowulf. Not the greatest adaptation, but the full body nude of Angelina Jolie is worth it!! Tho, think got some enhancements to ahem...certain assets. :) Aku tau, kalau sorang kawan aku tengok nih, mesti Adriana Lima ke mana, Jessica Alba ke mana....hehehe.

Anyway, will sit still for some time since berjaya tengok some of my hankered after movies.

Still tinggal the promised Shrek 3 (wink,wink,nudge,nudge) and my hensem but crazy Sweeney Todd.

SW, later2 la...but where is my Shrek 3? Silap tak letak duedate masa the promise. 
¶ 10:50 AM
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My valentine celebration semalam kena scrap off. Sempat makan ais krim ajer.

Suddenly feeling nauseous, tangan dah menggigil.

Balek rumah, tengok area rumah kena fogging. Kena la tunggu kat bawah jap. Bukan aedes yang larik, aku tgk orang yang larik.

Naik atas, relax...buat a bit of greens to eat.

Might be infection. Yeah, rite...too much House.

Then, start a bit feverish.

Tuh bukan infection lagik?

Today, mood tak baik.

Rasa, esok baru ok skets. Nak jumpa my regular hensem guy. Hehehe....nak kena bermanja skets.

Nothing witty today. My grey cells dah nyawa-nyawa ikan. Nak troubleshoot pun berterabur.

Deng...

Damn you Event Console!!! Damn you......


I (harkh, hissing) am (harkh, hissing) your (harkh, hissing) father (harkh, hissing) 
¶ 11:03 AM
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  Zion and Valentine. Whew!!

Just finished reading Hunters of Dune. Yeah, currently hunting for the
final book, Sandworms of Dune. (hint, hint)

Anyway, encountered another name that evokes certain memories. Zion. Some
of you might remember it as the name of the last free city of humanity in
the Matrix trilogy.

Just curious, this is not a name that I encountered often, but it does
have certain meaning. Being a scientific person, I do my own research.
Googling la.

Found out, that Zion is the other name for Land of Israel. Interesting
isn't it? How after the Matrix craze, some Muslims (yeah, you know who you
are) use the name Zion as their internet name, without knowing that they
are promoting the Jews.

Hey, I don't have anything against Jews, except that they are some of the
most cruelest people in modern history. Who else have the guts to massacre
and took away some other people lands and homes? Don't forget the most
cunning, since they get away with it and able to enlist the aids of the
supergiant but clueless Americans.

~To defeat our enemy, we must first know them.~

~All data are information, to be kept away to be used later. Even myth are
data.~

Some links on Zion.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zion
http://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/jsource/zion.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zion_(The_Matrix)
http://www.matrix-explained.com/matrix_within_a_matrix.htm

Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day. Either you want to or not, some of us do
celebrate this day. Call it one of the Christian ways to softly convert
the whole world. It is after all a day to remember St. Valentine, the
Christian saint of Lurve.

If you want to, call your loved ones, just to say that you missed them. Or
have a lavish dinner. Or buy extravagant gifts. But remember, it is much
better to love them all year round, then only to remember and show your
love only a day per year.

Capish??

 
¶ 8:54 AM
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Had you noticed that IT people have their own language? And they love to talked in it? Also they do have certain quirks that is currently turning into a sub-culture?

Try to sit down with them when they are talking, unless you are an IT too, then the chances are that you can only catch a few words in a sentence. Exasperating, rite?

Ok, I'm an IT too...and yes, I do sometimes talk in technolanguage...but that is not totally my fault. How can you explain to common people the concept of worms, PC viruses and trojans?
What about those vi? There are certain keys you have to press to even delete a character(eg: esc-ctrl-x)? Also, what about the simple batch file that you have to create to stop a list of Windows services?

As IT lives with all these horrors everyday, I am sure that these do affect our minds and our cultures. Yes, before copying a file to my pen drive, I do have the habit to check for viruses first. And, my eyes do sparkle with tenderness when a guy said to me, "Come, meet my new PC." For me, that is the best gift that a guy can give to me....he is trusting me with his new machine....

I do believe that we had laid a foundation for a new sub-culture. The IT sub-culture. And now, we just need to build on it. Who knows, might be in the future, the IT sub-culture would become the main culture that unites people?


I just hope that there would not be a real life Butlerian Jihad tho. 
¶ 1:12 PM
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Last holiday, tak jadik kerja...so aku berjalan ajer lah. But, still tak nyempat jumpa my buah hati. Apa nak buat, beli vcd ajer la nanti.

Dapat gaks tengok I am Legend, main actor Will Smith. I think due to the story a bit short, the acting is not as good as Tom Hanks. But nearly la. He made me cry and don't even think about the suspence. When he was shouting to Frank, jantung aku dah berdegup dah. Bila anjing dia dah start mutate, sedeh giler siut. Aku dapat bayangkan if my own last link to humanity is dead, aku dah tembak kepala aku sendiri. What's the point, tul tak?

Ada Resident Evil, next week la kot. Banyak2 tgk citer zombie nih, kang tak pasal2 asik termimpi. Citer Resident Evil nih, kawan aku la yang perkenalkan. Kalau idak, aku bukan suka citer zombie nih. Tak suka, sebab tadak storyline. Asik zombie ratah orang. Tapi, Resident Evil second yang kitorang tgk tuh, best....so aku kena la tgk the rest.

So, this coming weekend and next weekend, projected aku a bit berterabur. Bukan apa, too many things to do, not much are being done.

Nih pun berangan nak embark on a new project. Salahkan dia...dia yang asik bising suh aku buat. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... 
¶ 5:40 PM
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  Gong Xi Fa Chai

To all my Chinese friends, Gong Xi Fa Chai!!

Hope this new year is abundant with prosperities and happiness for all of
us. The eclipse tonite can seal it with a kiss, eh? hehehe.

Just a few gripes today, don't want to mess up the good vibes for the new
year.

1) Komuter trains schedule sucks. A lof of missing and late trains. Suruh
orang beratur, but imagine if people are waiting for nearly an hour, with
a dim prospect of getting into the next train...of course there is a rush!
The government increase the tolls and petrol, asks us to use the public
transport. The campaign said save money la, save time la. If have to wait
for a long time, in cramped conditions with lots of pick-pockets....might
as well make Samy Vellu richer.

If the current load also cannot tahan, what about the new load? Crazy ah?
Anyone that want to do a public but peaceful rally/gathering for this
issue? Give me a call.

2) Frusrated with my Alumni. University educated people, but whenever the
voting season, fighting like cats and dogs. Mud slinging, name
calling...aiya...cannot discuss nicely ka? The politicians nice or bad,
the party corrupt or not, just discuss rationally la. This bickering
really saket hati lah. If there is an issue, try to get all the facts
instead or even contact the person in charge, instead of baseless
emailing. And sad to say, nearly 90% of the participants are Malays. Malu
eh. Nampak sangat orang Melayu suka buat perkara remeh and suka bergaduh.
Oh, forgot, amuk is the only Malay word in the English dictionary. Said
volumes, eh?

That's all for now.

Chinese New Year, 4 days of holidays, and struggling to get 1 day free for
me. Hope can get it. Or, might be not. :)

Don't think it is possible for me to meet my buah hati. Still handsome
even tho mata nampak hitam. Bak script dalam Enchanted, "He sings and
dance!". Still struggling in waltz. Dang! Kaki bangku sungguh.

 
¶ 11:18 AM
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  Lethargic and so tired of life

A bit suicidal today. One of the mood swings that I hate, since I would do
things that would endanger myself.

Hmm...feeling lethargic too. My winamp is playing With or Without You.
Already listed quite a number of songs and the dang application stuck on
that one. Too down to manually change the songs.

Last nite saw House. Very scary. The story revolves around 2 brothers, 1
with leukeamia and the younger one supposed to donate his bone marrow to
help the older brother. After the radiation treatment to the older
brother, suddenly the donor catches cold and fever. The race against time
commenced, since the radiation treatment reduces the body imunities and
they have 5 days before the leukaemia patient dies.

After a lof of testing, they found the source of the problem and starts
treatment for the younger brother. However, since the desease corrupts the
bone marrow, he cannot spare it and the older brother would surely die.
Foreman, knows that he can save both...without any further thought, he
took the bone marrow from the younger brother (without any anaesthesia,
since he is still under treatment). The patient was alive and screaming!!
Ok, I screamed too. What can I say? It is so cruel....However, in the end,
both patients are saved.

THAT, is one of the reason why I hate to see movies/tv series about
doctors. Scrubs, only minimal...I follow the series only because of
Brandon Fraser, and when he died...that's it. Grey's Anatomies,
ER...takyah. No point getting an award or ten. It is too depressing. As
for House, ok, Dr House is hot. What can I say? I love churlish and gloomy
guys.

Give me a happy happy guy, and most probably I would garrot him.

Whatever.

Still a bit suicidal. Was thinking of tempting fate by walking thru the
bush where allegedly someone saw a snake. Anyone to accompany me?

"With Or Without You"

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away

And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

 
¶ 10:30 AM
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Semalam tengok Walking with Monsters at ch 551, Astro. Best siut. Tapi geram sebab just 1/2 hr. Sib baik dia sambung ngan Walking with Dinosaurs. Hope dia ada buat series cam Walking with Dinosaurs dulu. Best!

Walking with Monsters, citer about leluhur mammals. Kepada sesaper yang malas nak baca buku science, leh la tengok. Tapi, just take it with a pinch of salt....kang gaduh plak pasal Theory of Evolution (Darwin) ngan ustazah mu. Kang tak pasal2 kena sekeh.

Creationist and religions never mix....tapi tak penah ke diorang pelik pasal apa monkeys yang ada today tak penah nak start bercakap and pegi kerja? Btw, aku dah biasa tengok monkeys isap rokok and minum coke, so aku rasa next on the agenda is not an evolution, tapi devolution...di mana manusia yang banyak degenerate nak jadik monkeys balek. Jap, monkeys tak rape anak kecik...so camnor?

Aku nyer theory....senang ajer. Allah dah create everything inclusive of mammals semua. Cuma human beings aje tadak. Then, someday dia turunkan Nabi Adam and Hawa ke bumi. So, pegangan aku is a harmonious mixture between science and religions.

Abih tuh, naper kita tak pernah pikir naper DNA manusia and chimpanzee is 99% sama, tapi chimpanzee tak penah nak buat cam perangai manusia yang mengong nih? Tapi manusia nak plak buat perangai cam chimpanzee? Cuba lupakan yang Allah bagi dia otak dan akal fikiran?

Sebab tuh la...bagi aku manusia bukan berasal dari monkeys, labyrinthians dan ikan. Tapi monyet berasal dari manusia yang devolve menjadi hewan.



Just my 2 cents only(sementara duit 1 sen masih legit).... 
¶ 1:29 PM
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