Friday, May 04, 2012
Having my cuppa....
Now am bf-ing, have to watch my caffein intake. If too much the little one will have trouble going to sleep. So, 1 large mug (or barrel) per day only. 1 only hokay!! Don't take 2. ;)
Anyway, I was looking back towards my old blog entries. WOw!! Basically I had started my blog since 2003. 9 years already, tho I can still remember the day that I had started to create my blog. Hmmm...it was actually an attempt to make myself love writing. Basically, I hate writing...prefer to read. But that was then la.
Now, after 9 years, I had managed to reinvent myself.
I am no longer a resentful, negative lady that I used to be. Full of hate towards mankind and everything in between. It was used to be, Me against The World. Now no more....I now look at a glass with water as half full (usually need replenishment) and usually take the glass away and put it higher so that my little one would not try to grab it.
What was important back then, is of no significance at all now. What I had not even dreamed about, is now a reality. I had learned to not take everything for granted, but now....I also learn to dream.
I am now a contented woman with a family. Full of stuffs to do, but guess what, I have the people that really counts all around me.
Yes, I am also much more selective towards friendship. I try to let those with no value slip pass, like an iceberg in the night. No splashes, no worries....bye bye matey. No more Ms NiceLady that worries over insignificant people and gestures.
Life really had been good to me, I am blessed by Allah. Hope that me and my family will always be under Allah's guidance and protection.
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The race of man shall perish, but the eyes
Of trilobytes eternal in stone,
And seem to stare about in mild surprise
At changes greater than they have yet known.
- T.A. Conrad
To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.
- William Blake,
excerp from Auguries of Innocence.