Alhamdulillah.

Dokter dah bagi green light. Hopefully leh la bersalin secara normal.

Baby ok, berat still in normal range. Jangan ditanya berat daku. Huhuhu....dah kembang bermangkuk(infiniti).

Tapi yg best, ramai yg cakap daku bertambah comel. Ngeh3x (perasaan yang perasan).

Tho still ketaq lutut. Soklan skang nih yg berpusing2 dalam batu jemala patik :

1) Camna rasa kalau dia 'buka'?
Jawapan kekawan: Errr...ko nanti sakit belakang. Tapi hanya dokter yg leh kira pembukaan *tut* kamu.

2) Tanda2 sebagaimana untuk mula bersalin?
Jawapan dokter : Ada 3 menda yg patut menyebabkan kamu pegi ke Dewan Bersalin :
a) Ada darah, setitik pun kira tau.
b) Air ketuban pecah...bayangkan paip yg bocor.
c) Baby senyap. Kira 10 gerakan dalam masa 12 jam, kurang dari 10 gerakan terus pegi spital.

3) Sakit seteruk manakah bersalin itu?
Jawapan Mami : Kalau sakit sangat, takkan ada orang yg dapat sampai 2-10 anak.


So for now, daku dah dapat kebenaran untuk kerja dari rumah. Rasa grpmate daku takut kot2 diorg kena jadik bidan. :D

Ya Allah, permudahkan lah kelahiran ini. Jangan datangkan trauma kepada anak ku dan daku. Lahirkanlah dan besarkanlah dia dengan tubuh badan yang sempurna, rupa yang cantik, minda yang cergas, sentiasa bertaqwa kepadaMu, diberkati dan dirahmati olehMu sentiasa.

Amiiinnnnnn.... 
¶ 5:04 PM
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I am an anxious mum.

Everyday (and sometimes even at night), I try to check whether my baby kicks or not.

Doctor said to calculate 10 kicks every 12 hours. I had calculated kicks, rolls and turns since I have not being able to distinguish the difference between those at all...

Anyway, had several scares today.

Woke up in the middle of the night, asking myself whether the baby is ok. And thank God, the little guy kicks a bit, just to let his anxious mum knows that he is well.

This afternoon, had another scare when I suddenly realized that the last time baby rolled over (that I noticed) was at 8 am. I was so busy with my reformatted laptop that I had not noticed whether the baby kicked at all. Waiting for the baby to woke up is the longest half hour of my life...and at last, baby did rolled over and gave a few kicks just to calm me down. Still shaking tho....

Alhamdulillah, the little guy is cool like his father. If also anxious like me, teruk lah.

So, dear son, move a lot please. I really don't care abt the stomach ache, the stretched skin or even the throbbing pain when you move as long as those signifies that you are alive and well.

Really, I am a very, very anxious mum. 
¶ 1:33 PM
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Still tired. Last weekend spent searching for baby and post-natal stuffs; and troubleshooting office issues.

My record, lugging 3 lappys to the office. Thank God Muscleman was here, so he took care of the notebooks while I did my best to waddle around. Yes, waddle. I no more walk like a human being. :D

What I discovered during the weekend :

There are a lot of jamus and medicines that can be used after the baby was born. Among the most famous ones are Amway Tropical Herbs, Nona Roguy, Leesa, Ibu Halimah....how to choose? So, I asked around, googling and voila! I chose the one with the most beautiful cover. Hehehe.

I also discovered that my baby can see lights thru my skin. Well, during the 'blackout' sessions last night, I just put the torchlight on my stomach (middle part) and just moved it around. The first rotation did not caused any movements at all, but on the second rotation my baby shifted its small body to look at it. Well, that is my interpretation anyway. :D My mom was laughing her head off watching cucu trying to shift around so that the light is always in the 'empty' zone. (full zone being the location where the baby is located).

The third discovery is that, nearing the full-term, there are a lot of aches and pains all over my body. Lugging more than 7 kgs of laptops would make things MUCH MUCH worse. Now, I got back pains, knee pains, stomach pains in addition of a lot of other pains in sometimes I never even knew existed body parts.

The fourth discovery is that, my tongue is useless. I tried to make coffee, it became too sweet. I tried to make tea, it became tasteless. I tried to cook, it became too salty. What's wrong with my tongue? Okay, it was not that great at tasting anyway, being brought up in a household that consume less salt and sugar, but at least it was consistent. Now, it got haywired and caused havoc to my cooking. :( I blame it on hormon. And the ever hanging threat of needing to take the glucose test.

The final discovery is that, I need a lot of rest. Sigh.....

A full weekend...and I want to curl back to sleep. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............ 
¶ 5:02 PM
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Lately nih, asik penat ajer. Kagum daku ngan bakal2 ibu yg sarat ngandung and still cergas ke sana ke sini. Daku cuma cergas bila nasik meruap ajer. Wakaka.

Anyway, my weekends currently spent time relaxing or tiduring. And fretting againts my bulging stomach....

My main concerns are :

1) Baby dah engage ke?
2) Is that a drop of blood??!!???
3) How many times had my little person moved today?
4) Hold on, the baby moved once last 5 minutes, so is this one considered third time or fourth time?
5) There is a sale at Jusco today!! Pleaseeee love? I promise not to walk too fast when I see the signboard 'SALE'.
6) Adeh, pedih perut. Kulit merekah dah sampai ke mana? (Sambil pusing2 tgk cermin...Then jerit sekuat2 hati).....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
7) Err...camna rupa air ketuban yer?
8) Adeh, sengal. Is it normal for a baby to play football in the womb?
9) Will my placenta praevia cause any issue for my little person?
10) Are all my preparations complete? Aaaaa...banyak lagik tak beli!!!!
11) Jamu lepas bersalin tak beli lagik!!!!


My mum nyer fretting pulak :
1) Macam2 dia tak beli lagik nih. Bila nak carik barang???
2) Jalan tuh, ampu la perut...Nih jalan berlenggang...sabar ajer la.
3) Mana pulak dia nak pegi tuh?? Duduk la senyap2.
4) Letak balik tilam tuh!! Berat tuh!! Nak heret tilam tuh ke mana??? Kang terbersalin kang!!........................Weh!! Jangan angkat sofa tuh!! Mana la suis off button anak daku nih!


My hubby nyer fretting :
1) Laju bini daku nih berjalan...Yang, slow down laaaaa. Adeh, susah dapat bini yg jalan cam ribut.
2) Mana la pulak bini daku pegi nih??? Asik ilang ajer.
3) Alaaa...dia main berlari2 la pulak. Kalau jatuh...kang....naya kang. Adeeehhh....
4) Alamak, dia kerut kening...sakit nak bersalin ke, dia sakit perut nak ke toilet?


Wakaka. Fretting belah my mum and my hubby adalah conjectures ajer yer. All of the time, diorg paling cool melayan telatah ibu mengandung anak sulung nih.

Also, loves to play 'Kuchi, kuchi, kuchi' with my baby. Dia always respond in kind. Tho my sister said the reason is that dia pening with all the movement involved in the play. Errr.....

Sometimes, not so sure whether coincidence or not....I just called the baby's name, and dia bergerak cam menjawab 'Yes, ibu, I am still here'.

:) 
¶ 12:41 PM
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Bebelan dari ibu yang mengandung.

Dah dekat2 hujung nih. Kalau daku cakap sakit perut ajer, semua orang start panicking. :(

So, kekadang daku diam ajer tahan pedih perut.

Ierlah, dah terbelah everywhere. Barulah daku tahu, perut yang cracks kaler ungu. Pecah kedarah kata my mom. Take note yer. Daku asik tgk after pregnancy, semua strata kaler antara kaler kulit ngan putih. Mana la daku penah tgk yg kaler ungu berselang seli ngan kaler kulit. Rupanyer, kalau baru pecah, kaler ungu, and agak sangat perit. Tahan ajer la yer.

Kalu boleh, take care supaya jangan kena selsema (as if that is easy to do). Skang ngan selsema, ngan tak leh bernapas, ngan berdengkor nyer, ngan kebas kaki/tangan, ngan perit perut dan sakit belakang...Tuhan saja lah yg tahu seksanyer nak tido malam (or siang in some cases). Baby pun dah redha aje, dulu kalau pusing kanan, dia asik gerak2...ierlah dah menghimpit dia. Tapi semalam, dia tido ajer diam2. Kesian kat ibu yg really, really required extra rest. Saaaayaaaang baby.

Always make sure ada sokongan bila ngandung nih. Alhamdulillah, my mom is here. Kalau idak, lagik la berterabur rumah. Plus, yang paling penting, takder orang nak tolong daku bangun lepas duduk. Kekeke.

Another thing NOT to do. Angkat menda. Mak daku tak bagi daku angkat menda berat AND ringan. So, bila daku engkar, whole 2 days rasa sakit perut dan kawasan2 semeter dikelilingnyer. Padan muka daku. Engkar lagik cakap mak daku. So korang, jangan buat cam daku. If ur mom forbid, ikut ajer lah yer.

Pemakanan wise, mebe sebab daku selsema, pemakanan makin kurang. Tapi daku dapat predict, this week nyer checkup, mesti makin berat. Wakaka. Last 2 weeks, baby dah berat 2 kg (Alhamdulillah). So, suppose this week shld be tambah arnd 400 gm kot. Takpe, baby nyer pasal...biarlah ibu gemuk. Walaupun daku tak sanggup nak tgk gambar diri sendiri dalam photo. Bulat cam belon berjalan, muka pulak cam bulan purnama. Kekeke.

Waaaaaaaaaa.....I am really, really, really fat. Sampai kakak sendiri pun tak kenal bila jumpa. Leh tak??? Sib baik kak Edah comel, kalau idak, mau daku nangis tepi penjuru masjid. ;)

Kaki and tangan wise, bengkak tak hengat nyer la. Tapi yg best, nurse kata tak bengkak, just water and fat. Lagik la sedeh. Dokter siap nasihat, nanti lepas bersalin, sila exercise. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......sib baik daku dah tak leh berlari. Kalau idak, daku dah nak berlari dari spital ala videoclip Awan Nano tuh.

Aching EVERYWHERE. Sometimes, tempat yg takde kait pun leh sakit and berdenyut. Takper sayang, ibu tahan aje for you. Patut la Nabi kata, kalau derhaka kat ibu, masuk neraka. Skang, daku dah paham apa yang dihadapi oleh my own mami. So, no more derkaha. I will be a very good daughter from now on. Janji!!

Last 2 weeks, dokter cakap daku still dalam pemerhatian. Since baby dah pusing, with my placenta previa type 1 and my height (errr....apparently ada kaitan yg kuat) and the size of my butt (masa nih la daku bersyukur mempunyai butt yg besau), so kemungkinan besar (no pun intended) leh bersalin normal. Insya Allah. So, hopefully good news la this week. Kalau idak, redha ajer laaaa.

Dokter cakap kalau rendah atau mempunyai size badan yg nipis, kemungkinan kena C-Sect adalah lebih tinggi. So, take note yer. Kalau rasa diri tergolong dalam golongan tersebut, kena prepare extra RM, between RM5k ke RM7k. Cash or credit card pun boleh lah, so make sure ur credit card kosong yer.

Daku pilih spital yg agak dekat. Rasa cam sempat la kalau nak drive bila start sakit. Tapi, sayang, tunggu ayah yer. Ayah nak tgk kelahiranmu ke dunia. :) 
¶ 9:32 AM
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