Friday, September 24, 2010
Starting a new life with my man, seems weird. Have to adjust a lot. All this while, we just met outside, now he is here with me inside the house. For a lady that had spent nearly all her adult life with only women (my uncle don't count, he is hardly around. even when he is, he always either asleep or reading newspapers), it is a looooooottttt of adjustment.
Another thing....I do not know how to cook Trengganu's style. I have quite a repertoire of menus in my head, but mostly those deals with soups and western style of food. Time to re-learn cooking style, Rina. Somehow, I am really looking forward to this...a labour of love from me to him. ;)
I am still in the process of getting to know my man. Well, a lifetime might not be enough with this guy, with all the complex angles and hidden corners. But, that is what makes him interesting and unique, especially with the naughty glint in his eyes when he tried to suckered me to believe his tall tales.
The marriage ceremony still seems like a dream to me. With all the chaos and hulla-ballo during the preparations, all the tears and heartaches, all the bruises and pricked fingers...a lovely dream nevertheless..a really lovely dream.
Whatever spell he weaved around me since the last 3 years, tightened and end up in a dead-knot on 10 am, 14 September 2010.
He had me broken all my rules, he got me take a risk with my heart. He is the only guy that I cannot say goodbye to, and believe me it is really easy for me to say 'goodbye' and 'no, thank you' to all the rest...
I got my angel now.
I do hope he knows what he had gotten himself into. >:)
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The race of man shall perish, but the eyes
Of trilobytes eternal in stone,
And seem to stare about in mild surprise
At changes greater than they have yet known.
- T.A. Conrad
To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.
- William Blake,
excerp from Auguries of Innocence.